She

her lack of patience is fueled by fear
always waiting, expecting the worst



even when things are good
she sees them in another light



life has forced her attitude
her darkness
her despair



but she fans the fire



when will she ever learn ...
is she capable ...



she loves Him and knows He loves her
she wishes to give Him all
she dreams of their time to come



so why can't she submit to patience
why can't she will herself to believe
why can't she trust in herself
why can't she be with Him
is she His



only He can say



she dreams of their time to come



she dreams



madiemoon 2006