I hold in my heart a secret so dear
one that I won't let anyone hear
It's so hard to keep this inside
sometimes I wish I could've just died
I try to be strong and I try not to cry
but my life feels like one big lie
I ask myself why am I protecting him
then I remember and everything goes dim
all i ever wanted was to lay in bed
but the beast would not let me rest my head
i lay ther as if frozen in time
doing nothing while he committed that horrible crime
i should've gotten up, i should've ran away
but even then, he could get me anothe day
it's over now and my secret is completely revealed
perhaps if i continue to do this i will be healed.