The smiles now fade away, along with the memories we once shared
My heart starts to drop into my stomach, as we both begin to move on, and my only wish is that I could freeze time back to the good moments.
From the window I watch time slowly pass by, as my tears cloud the images of us no longer being together
Inside I'm screaming for you to think about what youre doing, but it only comes out as faint sobs.
I appear happy that another interest has found you, yet I secretly close my eyes and wish you were still here to hold me, or to just see your smile when I awoke.
As the days go on, I realize it was probably inevitable, and although regrets and "what if's" drown my mind everyday, reality takes hold of truth and the fact that soon it will all be but a memory.
It's just a matter of getting over the hardest part - saying goodbye to the one you love.
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